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Encounters with Jesus: Three Changed Men

Steve · July 4, 2021 · 2 Comments

Written below (and in the video at bottom…keep scrolling) are three short monologues written from the perspectives of three men whose encounters with Jesus surely changed their lives, or at least I imagine they did, for sometimes scripture tells us a part of the story and leaves the rest to our imaginations.

In Matthew 7:31-37, we find a deaf and mute man whose intimate encounter with Jesus heals him and opens up a new world of sound and communication. In John 2:1-12, we meet the nameless waiter at the wedding feast at Cana who unknowingly plays a role in Jesus’ first recorded miracle. And in Luke 19:1-10, we meet the diminutive Zacchaeus, who climbs a tree just to get a glimpse of Jesus but receives so much more in return for his small act of faith.

As you read, listen and reflect on these stories, ask yourself these questions: What have been my encounters with Jesus? Through which people, circumstances or sacred moments have I experienced even a glimpse of him?

Feel free to leave some comments on my blog of your own experiences.

[Artwork above by Steve Tadrick.]

Three Changed Men

[Three men enter and face the audience, each speaking in turn, as if giving testimony.]

Man 1: 

He led me away from the crowd
unable, as I was, to speak or hear 
motioned me close
wet fingers suddenly on my face, in my ears, on my tongue.
I pulled back, but he pulled me closer
his glance upward
his groan and that word tumbling out – “Eph-pha-tha!”
and I was suddenly opened 
the sounds around me as much music 
as the cantor’s voice 
I had only imagined.

Man 2: 

I failed, forgot the obvious 
a waiter at a feast without enough wine
threw up my hands
nowhere to turn at that late hour.
In the corner of my eye I saw
a quiet conversation between mother and son
couldn’t hear but the gestures were clear:
“Help them,” she implored. He nodded, reluctantly.
She approached me, saying: “Do whatever he asks.”
His command simple: “Fill the jars with water.”
I scoffed but did.
“Now draw some out,” he said, almost instantly. 
I dipped in and brought the cup to my lips
ready to spit out the lukewarm nothingness of water 
but instead received the very finest 
saved until the end when it was needed most 
the beginning of faith revealed in a sudden unexpected taste. 

Man 3: 

I am just a wee little man
so even the children pointed and laughed
as I scampered up the sycamore.
I just wanted a glimpse
recognition that I was
hoping for a wave or a nod.  
My expectations were quickly exceeded 
he saw me
sought me out
invited me down and to table (my own)
even as the crowd sneered.
But I am changed, have no choice but to change
have gained a companion
was lost, now found
unseen, seen. 

Chorus (the three, all together):

In the short distance between us.
He whispered: I see you.
All we really wanted 
was to be seen.

Man 1: Opened. 

Man 2: Astounded. 

Man 3: Invited. 

All: Changed. 

Even Wind and Sea Obey

Steve · June 20, 2021 · 6 Comments

This morning, up early and sitting on my porch, I am watching my little piece of the world recover and dry out from a beating of rain and wind and lightning last night. We needed the rain, to be sure, but the wind, thunder and lightning were there for what effect? To remind us of our smallness in the face of it all? Maybe so. A parable embedded in a storm. 

It’s peaceful now, the birds and squirrels noisy in their gathering around the feeders and searching the saturated ground for what can be found from and on the earth. A young doe wanders through the yard, paying no attention to the man on the porch with the moving, tapping fingers, and I wonder where she hid away last night in the face of such a destructive (and yet life-bringing) display of the power of creation and Creator.

And then I open the Word to see what it has for us today and discover Jesus and the disciples in a night crossing in a small boat being tossed by a storm, the disciples fearful and confused by their teacher, asleep on a cushion, as secure and restful as a young doe in high grass, knowing that this, too, will pass…  

Leaving the crowds, well into the crossing 
the storm overcame, spilled over the sides
turning boat into bowl 
fishermen into hasty bailers
and there you slept, at rest on a cushion. 

Finally, unable to wait any longer, we woke you
wondering if you knew or feared our peril.
You blinked yourself awake, took in our fearful faces 
smiled a crooked little smile, held up your hand
as if waving to someone on shore.
“Quiet, be still,” you said, speaking, 
it seems now, to both us and sea. 

And a great calm spread over both  
the sea ceased its roiling anger
and in us
terror and lack of faith
subsided. 

We looked at you, looking at us 
and saw for maybe the first time
you who even the wind and sea obey. 

 – from Mark 4:35-41

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The Lost Library: Fathers and Sons

Steve · May 29, 2021 · 6 Comments

“The child grew and became strong, filled with wisdom; and the favor of God was upon him.” Luke 2:40

The older I get, it seems, the more I want to look backwards, to see through the clouds of time and remember — even if imperfectly — the people and events that shaped me. It’s an exercise in time travel, of sorts, a chance to go back and pay more attention. For example, I would like to go back and listen more carefully when my father tries to teach me how to use a miter box to cut perfect angles and make a picture frame for Mother’s Day. I’d like to make that frame and give it to her. I want to take notes, to have a tape recorder running. I want to stand by his side and ask the questions that I didn’t. I want to somehow force his hand to answer the questions he was never able to. I could write a book.

At the tail-end of John’s gospel, we get this intriguing, beguiling sentence: “There are also many other things that Jesus did, but if these were to be described individually, I do not think the whole world would contain the books that would be written.”

Oh, to have access to that library! To be able to roam its stacks and immerse ourselves in the “further tales and adventures” of the boy from Nazareth. I’m especially intrigued by that boy, as we know so little about him. I want him to be just a boy like I was, want to know that he struggled with math, the bullies in the schoolyard, and with the confusing glances and giggles from the girls. I want to hear him say, “Sorry, father, but I don’t want to learn to cut perfect angles today. I want to go play with my friends.” I don’t want him shielded from the pain of adolescence and his teenage years; I want him to have experienced them fully so I can know for sure he was one of us.

Perhaps we would be different Christians if we knew more about the childhood of Jesus. Perhaps we would learn how his mother taught him to love without asking why and how his father taught him to give without stopping to count the cost. Maybe some of this would rub off on us and we’d let love and giving come to define our faith and our lives instead of drawing lines in the sand and picking and choosing who gets to be on our team.  

Standing Beside His Father at the Bench

Back in the old neighborhood and under the influence 
of duties and ancient Psalms 
you grew strong and wise like others around you but different somehow. 
Awake before dawn, you knew just how many steps 
from bed to workshop, thirty-eight,
walked in the dark without bumping into furniture or stubbing a toe 
until you stood beside him, already hard at it.

You came to know the need for the right tool for the job
the feel and comfort of a well-worn handle
closed your eyes and allowed it to fit perfectly in your hand
knew its purpose and limits and origins in the family. 

You savored that favored place beside him — watching, imitating, repeating
doing your small part for the family business
sweeping up curls of cedar and acacia. 

Obedient to all this and yet, you knew there was more 
knew you would leave at some point as all boys and girls must 
and give yourself to another. 
For you, another father.
You would be about his business and learn new steps
from bed to temple, fishing boats to tax collectors 
to villages beyond sight and knowledge
to kneel in the dirt and heal
to stand at the center and teach
to be followed, adored and welcomed 
then ridiculed, plotted against, betrayed and denied
lashed thirty-nine times, crucified. 

And still you would rise from that bed 
and do it all again, every step
knowing I would be sitting here today
telling the hidden story as best I can imagine.

Two Minutes: Step Aside with Me

Steve · May 20, 2021 · 2 Comments

NOTE: This post includes a video, which is not visible if you are reading this from an email notification. Click on the underlined title or the “Comment” button below to go to my website and see the entire post, including the video.

Welcome to the next episode of “Two Minutes.” This week’s reflection features a short visit to a “branch” creek in the midst of the Blue Ridge Mountains of North Carolina just outside of Asheville, a short spoken-word prayer written by me, and new music created just this week in the studio with my friends and collaborators John Caravelli and Phil Cooper.  

Step aside with me, I heard a still, small voice say
leave your busy-ness there by the side of the stream 
and it will still be there, waiting, when you return. 
In the meantime,
steady your beating heart  
breathe slowly out into the world
look closely and find me there in water and rocks and yellow flowers
waiting for you. 

Scroll down to see the video…for some reason WordPress in inserting too much space here. Working on getting that fixed!

Two Minutes: Mystery

Steve · May 13, 2021 · 6 Comments

Welcome to the first in a new occasional series of short video meditations called “Two Minutes.” As you might have already guessed, each of these will be just about two minutes in length and will invite you through image, words and music into a short period of prayer and reflection. 

I invite you to get comfortable, put on a pair of headphones for best effect, and enjoy two minutes reflecting on the grace, love and peace of God. In an all-too-busy world, this is just one brief opportunity to pause and set our hearts on the lover and creator of us all.    

This first episode includes footage I shot just a few weeks ago in the low country of South Carolina, a short poem, and music created by my friends and collaborators John Caravelli and Phil Cooper.  

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