Today I begin a new series of reflections about the role of the Spirit and of spirituality in the life of the creative person. Whether you are a professional artistic type, an occasional poet/artist/craftsperson or someone who just thinks that maybe there’s something deep inside them waiting to come out, I hope you’ll find in this series some inspiration that will move you toward recognizing the ideas germinating within you and putting down words and images that will enable you to share them with others. For that’s the role of the artist, to bring ideas to life.
I am up before the sun today, waiting to greet a busy day in these waning days of December, trying to latch on to an early-morning idea that will spur my brain into its creative mode. I’m trying to conceive, looking for a spark of something.
The gospel reading for today is one we all know. We’re only a few days from Christmas here in 2014, but this story from the very beginning of Luke’s gospel finds Mary before her child has even been conceived, confronted by an idea and a voice saying:
“Hail, full of grace! The Lord is with you. Do not be afraid, for you have found favor with God. You will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you shall name him Jesus.”
And she replies: “Really? I don’t think so. I’m not really prepared for that and, by the way, I’m a virgin, so…thanks anyway.”
But this voice is calm and insistent and is having none of her initial hesitance: “Ah, but this isn’t about you. This is about God in you. It may seem impossible, but nothing is impossible with God.”
And Mary answers with a simple, “yes.”
It’s the beautiful beginning of the story of the Incarnation, and as I read and reflect on it this morning I am reminded that Mary’s “yes” to this conception serves as the perfect model for the creative process, for all of us who sense something moving and growing inside us. I will never conceive and bear a child, and yet I must be willing to accept and nurture the fruits of the Spirit that have been planted deep within me. The creative and artistic process requires a willingness to move beyond “I’m not really equipped for this and don’t yet have all the right experiences” to a simple “yes.”
The incarnation of Christ in the form of a child wrapped in swaddling clothes and born to a virgin is the ultimate metaphor for all who create. It’s unexpected and new. It’s a bit dramatic and filled with poetry and startling images. It’s unbelievable and yet contains the truth. As we sometimes say when astonishing things happen in real life: “You just can’t make this kind of stuff up.”
That the nativity is a great metaphor for the creative process doesn’t make it any less real, and the incarnation (the word becoming flesh) of Christ didn’t stop when Mary gave birth. The incarnation continues in all of us, and it’s a particularly vivid reminder of the responsibility of all who create.
As we arise each day and search for ideas and meaning and insights, as we face empty screens and journals and canvases and sketchbooks, the Word (co-present with God since before the creation of the world) moves around inside us and kicks us like an unborn child aching and yearning to see the light of day. We give birth because of his birth. We create because we have been created.
Speaking of light, it’s starting to fill the world around me. I’ve turned an hour or so of darkness into something new. That’s all God asks of us.
Ask yourself in silence: What’s inside me that’s aching to come out?
Jan says
Your meditation moment helped me leap forward in my internal movement. Let me briefly explain. I am 60 years old and for many years now I have struggled with grieving over a lost childhood, mine. Simply put, there was no love in that childhood. I realized recently, I believe I have stopped the grieving but there is hole in my spirit from that lack of love. I have certainly spoken many times with my Lord my desire to FULLY forgive and not have resentment and I believe I have certainly come a long way with that. But the hole remains. How to fill the hole now, to be whole. That was the question. As I read your words this morning, I realized the hole is filled by giving love away much more often and in creative ways. I have been trying to give love to those who were a part of my childhood, but my efforts have usually run aground, the love unwanted and ignored, or worse, just used. But I have suddenly felt free of that need to give to them in the same way, at the same level. Perhaps I was always hoping somewhere inside myself, “this time will be different”. Anyway, there are too many needy people with holes out there who will certainly welcome what I am eager to give. In so doing, I believe, my hole will be filled. Thank you Steve. Thank you my Lord and God.
Ralph Duda, MD says
impactful….mind blowing….grasping the concept that the Incarnation didn’t stop with the birth of Christ, but rather perpetuates through time with each of us. And it is our “yes” that that allows it movement and gives new life.
Peter says
Yes, I know! You are telling me to stop prevaricating and get on and DO IT! Yes I will try to set up a blog spot thanks to your encouragement. My main concern was what did I have to say that is worth reading and which hasn’t been said and much more eloquently a thousand times before. The answer, of course is that they will not be my words but God speaking through me. Praise the Lord for that!
admin says
That’s the Spirit, Peter. (Really, THAT’s the Spirit!) Follow it…
There’s not very much out there that hasn’t been said before, so that’s not the point of a blog or any of our creative endeavors. For me, the point is: What is God giving me to say right now? Trust that, knowing that, although you may be not be breaking new ground, you very well could be helping someone who needs to her what you say right at that moment. That’s more about God than it is about us.
admin says
Jan, I’m so delighted that my words helped you make that leap. Of course, that’s the power of God living in our meager words…Helping others, as you are no doubt doing, is the work of God through you, and your response to that call pleases God more than you may ever know. Keep listening for God’s voice, and keep responding in ways that give you life.
admin says
Thanks, Ralph. Indeed, our “yes” is a powerful thing because it opens up room for relationship…
Elizabeth Roth says
Thank you for you thoughts and words. I first read you in Living Faith, January 29,2015, today. I would be honored if you would visit my blog, Through the Cottage Door, at http://www.mycottagedoor.com and provide a comment on any one of my readings. I am 66 and just beginning the blog and can use help and prayers. I have a great devotion to Mary, but want my blog to share my discussion of art AND my Catholic faith. I paint in watercolors. Thanks and God’s blessing on you and yours.
admin says
Thanks, Elizabeth. I enjoyed looking over your website and blog…beautiful words and pictures…